Katy Belle..

Katrina "Belle" Mesina de Guzman

20 years LIVING, LOVING, ENJOYING, and EXPERIENCING LIFE.

PURE FILIPINA.

Studying Pre Med.

Someone you can/will ADORE and you can/will HATE.
Your FRIEND and your WORST ENEMY.
SIMPLE yet SOPHISTICATED.
EASY TO FORGIVE but HARD TO FORGET.
You can be NOTHING but just my EVERYTHING.

HAPPY BEING ALONE.
Only twenty-seven CAPTURES MY HEART.
I know WHEN TO STOP and HOW TO START.
Your GREATEST DESIRE and your WORST NIGHTMARE.

Either I LOVE TOO MUCH or TOO LITTLE.
I always look at MY BEST.
I CRITICIZE and ACCLAIM.
ALWAYS MINE but NEVER YOURS.

EASY TO GIVE but HARD TO TAKE.
I don't do WHYS.
I'm the SWEETEST PERSON and MOST BITTER PERSON you'll ever know.
SENSITIVE to those who feel and NUMB to those who doesn't have any feelings at all.

Try TO BE CLOSE but DON'T EXPECT ME TO CARE.
I can be your ANGEL but NOT TOO LONG.
NO ONE OWNS ME.
LOVE ME but NEVER FALL.

I DON'T TALK to people who TALKS SHIT.
I LOVE YOU when I care and I HATE YOU when I don't.
LEARN my story before CREATING ONE of your own.

RESPECT BEGETS RESPECT.
VAGUE, that's how I introduce myself.
YOUR BIGGEST DOWNFALL.
ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME. ♥

(*A Serena Vander Woodsen Reflection)

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.” - Bob Marley

I CAN DO ANYTHING but NOT EVERYTHING. If I lose you, it doesn’t matter. The only thing that matters is that I’m happy all along. Stay as long as you want but never expect me to stop you from leaving. I know my place and I will never interfere, your HAPPINESS will always be mine to keep. ♥